This is bad. This is becoming bad. See, when I was into Japanese music, the guys who were prettier than many girls caught my eye, partially because I hadnt seen such a thing before and partially because they stood out from their manly counterparts. But I eventually got over that fangirl obsession (and the desire to look like a pretty boy).

Or so I thought. Here steps in Amber from the kpop band F(x), dressed with more swag and style and cuter than the many guys that Ive seen. 

AUUUUGGGHHHH! 

SOOOOO CUUUUUUTTTEEEE O_______________O

<3 <3 <3

Alright enough. Im no longer a kid, with childish fangirly tendencies (tchahahah right). Ahem. But I am inspired. Apparently this chick is a Christian and naturally a tomboy. She is...was the epitome of how I wanted to look like a few years ago. Which is fine. Now all I need to do is stop watching the group's music videos over and over again just so I can stare at her (and secretly want to be like her).

Dont get me wrong, Im straight. I have always found guys attractive. Posting pics of the guys that I think are hot would be endless and kinda pointless. Its just that a part of me is girly and another part of me wants to be different from all the other chicks.